My life has been going downwards for a while now and I have not been able to stop the bad things around me from happening, this year what all has happened just in a short month is changing the person I am. My friend was killed in a car accident, I had an eptopic pregnancy with a miscarriage, I went through a really bad break up, my uncle died, my best friend wrecked her car then moved to Nebraska, I thought after all this everything bad was done happening but I spoke to soon.
My birth mom called me today, I was so happy to hear from her but it had been a while, she sounded sad, and I asked her what was wrong, she said she didnt want to upset me. I then said it would upset me more if she didnt. She told me I couldnt worry and that I shouldn't, her next words made me stop moving and just fall to the chair.
"Bree, I'm sorry to tell you this before work, but I start chemo tomorrow, the cancer is back again, this will be the 3rd time now, and we will have to just see what happens, because of all the chemo before they are not sure if it will work. I love you, and you shouldnt worry everything will be ok." I didnt cry I just said ok. I told her I had to go to work and hung up the phone right as she was saying please call me later.
I say this now knowing that with all the bad there must be good, my mom told me I couldnt loose hope after all this I couldnt, I miss her now even more, I need to see her now. Cancer was the only word she said that stuck in my mind though its back again, and my last question is what will happen this time.
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